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COUNT DOWN

31 hours 10 minutes more,
I'm going to fly to medan
oh my god,
I'm so happy,
can't wait for tomorrow

deadline ooh deadline

tomorrow is the day
we have to present our paper
the good point, we can breath easily after this
the bad point, we can't even breath right now
hahahhahahaha
i don't know
i just haven't finished my paper, my slide, my form etc
it's even more difficult than doing my thesis
i don't know who will be chosen to present the paper for the first day, i hope it wasn't me
i'm not ready yet
i need more time..
i'm exhausting here
my eyes can compromise
need a lil help here..

finishing task

right now,
in the middle of the night,,
I'm still awaken,
not because, I got insomnia,
or i can't sleep,
it's because I have to awake
I have to finish my task,
my lovely PAK.
I'm so much sleepy right now, but I have to endure it.
I have to finish my task first,
It's so cruel,,
I have to sacrifice my sleeping time only to finish my PAK,
What can I do??
All I can do is finishing my task, which means that I have to stay awake,,
hahahhahhaha..
*zombie eye with evil laugh*

FLASH BACK


I've think about this yesterday, when I was on the bus, to went to church,,
it just came out in my mind,,
I think about my family, my life it used to be,,
I remember, when I was a little child, me and my sister, go to our primary school, walking, laughing, fighting, just like the other child,
never thought about our future yet, all we knew only playing, and other people must understand us, and we didn't care about the others.
and then tie passed by, we grow up, we entered junior high school, oya, my sister only on years older than me, we become stubborn, we're just like cat and dog, we always fighting, and also i have one younger brother, he is 4 years younger than me and we also fighting, yayyy, we always figthing,, can you imagine how my parents endure with our voice when we fight?? three of us have a louder voice, don't underestimate us, hehehhe..
if I remember those time, i feel sad, how can we make our parents disappointed and disturbed by our stupid behavior. we still childish, the three of us,, never think about others feelings, always think that we are right and the others wrongs, always think that we are superior than the other, and if we fight, we always force our parents to defend us,,, our parents must be very confusing that time and I'm sure that they got headache everyday because of us..
and again time goes by me and my sister entered high school and my brother entered junior high scholl.
and we become more, more and more stubborn, self centered, egocentrics, and a lot of fighting happened in our home.
we become rebel, we always disagree with our parents,, we always think that they are too old fashioned,,
time goes by, my brother entered high school, me and my sister entered the college, changes happened. there were a decrease in fighting, maybe because our activities, we don't have time to fight, but we still stubborn, i don't know where this habit came from,,
and then, the time is come, my brother was accepted in UGM in Jogja, so he has to go to Jogja and leave us,, and then I realize that I love him so much, I missed him, even tough when he was in our home, we always fight,, why do we always realize that we love someone when he/she isn't here with us??
10 months after my brother went to Jogja, my sister was accepted to work in West Papua, she leave us then, and the home is getting lonely. Only three of us in our home, me, my mother and my father, I don't have any friend anymore, even for fighting or only to chit chat.. It's so lonely.
and then after 2 months she leave us, i was accepted to work in Jakarta, and i went to Jakarta.
here i am, in jakarta.
and there are only my parents leave behind in our lovely home, i bet they felt so lonely.
All this memories make me sad, I've never think that we will separate, but i do love those past time, i never thought that we can make it this far, at least we don't need to burden our family,, we have job, a good one.. from a little stubborn child, never think about others, always make our parents sad, etc,,
oh my God I love my family so much, hopefully I can be a better person and make my parents happy.
just some advise for you, love your family, never disappointing them,, because you will feel loose them, when they're not around..
love your family!!!



MOVING AGAIN...

After two and half month in Jakarta, now, I've to moving again next month to Palembang,,
a new city, never been there.
I've to adapt again and I think it's a quite bit hard, cause, in this two month i don't even adapt with the condition in Jakarta, and now, my lovely company make me to adapt with new city.
arggghhhh...
it's hard for me...
my mind still reject, my body can't receive it..
in this big city, our capital city, i can't easily get used to with the atmosphere,, in which that a lot of people desire to come to this city, but not me,, i don't really like Jakarta,,
I'm stuck here,
I don't know, I just don't like Jakarta,,
And now, here it comes, Palembang,,
I don't have anyone there..
But I've got to go there,,
I have to face it,,
This is only a little burden
God will not let His child suffering, He knows what we need, even though we don't like it.
Now I must think that, I've got to go to Palembang, cause I've got to be there, there must be something there, that will make me a better man, will make me more appreciate my life and everything I had,,
So, what are you afraid of???
It's not forever, just a couple months in your life, so enjoy it..

Gambatte ne!!!

MY SAVIOR MY GOD

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands One who is my Savior
I take Him at his word and deed
Christ died to save me this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my Savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

Chorus:(Twice)
My Savior loves, my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is
My God He's always gonna be

Yes, living, dying; let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

Chorus:(6x)
My Savior loves, my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is
My God He's always gonna be

My Savior lives, my Savior loves
My Savior lives, my Savior loves
My Savior lives....
By: Aaron Shust

Love this song so much..